Dear Diary,
Today
I got into a fight with bae, I don’t even know if I should still be
calling him that, but yeah, it was horrible. It started as a simple
argument and all of a sudden, it escalated into a breakup. I told him I
had had enough of the relationship and was no longer interested in being
in it; this whole conversation was via whatsapp. He eventually called
me and started being disrespectful, and as a girl that I am, I told him
he was going to regret it. I thought that was going to be the end of the
whole argument, until I got a picture from him… Lol! I didn’t bother
opening it cos I already knew what it was… my nude. I didn’t even send
that picture to him. That was a picture he took one time after we had
sex and I was dressing up. The same picture I told him to delete
immediately he took it. I still can’t believe it. He actually told me
his phone had died and that he was going to delete it immediately he got
home. I reminded him when he got home and he told me he had deleted it…
only for him to send it to me today. He began to threaten me. I had no
idea what to say or do… lol! I wasn’t even sure of what I was looking at
on my phone anymore. This is someone I love with everything I have,
with all my heart… The same person threatening to humiliate me! These
were his exact words… “I’ll leak your nudes if you ever threaten me
again”. I told my bestie about it… she was even more upset than I was;
lmao! She asked for his address so that she would go beat him up… I
couldn’t stop laughing really. It was all so shocking and funny to me. I
feel like I need to get myself together. I don’t know if I’m
overreacting by getting this upset… but I really am. Anyway I texted him
back and told him I wasn’t threatening him and that if he should leak
my nudes, I’d make him and his family suffer… I meant those things I
said cos I was so upset! Well I guess what I said worked cos he started
apologizing and said, he just said that so I wouldn’t leave him. Like!
How can someone who claims to love me, be so demonic and crazy enough to
threaten me like that? Just so I wouldn’t leave him!
Sigh.
Anyway, I left him hanging. I’ll probably reply him in the morning. I
have no idea how to even respond to what he said. I’ll sleep on it like I
always do… I’m still hurt and I can literarily feel like my heart is
bleeding. But as always, I’ll be fine. J
XOXO…
Princess ‘Anonymous’,
20 Years old.Lagos,
Nigeria.
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